Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the days we're afraid of mornings
Here's to the times we fall
Here's to the times we laugh
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon.
jaga dirimu di kota seberang.
don't hit the door on your way out ;)
sava ? dodi ?
where are you guys ?
this blog is dead like ... dead !
got no rythim, got no rhyme.
dancing with myself arent just so right anymore.
hey, sava.
want to give breath to this dying blog ?
cause i do :)
(finally i figured out the login's ! ha ! hahahaha)
apa kamu memerlukan semua darah di dalam tubuhku untuk mencari jalan keluar, saat kau berkata tidak jujur?
ambillah semua.
egoku sudah mati !
alihkan segalanya...
aku kan menghempaskan segala yang tak mungkin kugapai...
tenang lah sedikit kawan,
aku tak berharap,
itu sudah jelas...
kemarikan pisau itu...
aku ingin membelah dekapan nestapa ini,
hingga kan kita nikmati sari-sari kesedihan yang akan dikeluarkannya...
Kejarlah kejar semua mimpi
Walau itu tak lagi punya arti
Persetan waktu terasa sama
Berulang ulang dan semakin lama
Ludahi saja apa yang ada
Terus berjalan kejar titik cahaya
Walau bosanmu menunggu disana
Kebosanan menunggu di ujung rencana
Rasa bahagia tak pernah lama
Sekejap mata lalu entah kemana
Coba tertawa
Terus tertawa
Yang keluar adalah air mata
Ludahi saja apa yang ada
Terus berjalan kejar titik cahaya
Jangan berhenti
Jangan berhenti
Tetaplah hidup sampai waktu berhenti !
.: Tragic Sound System - Menunggu Bosan :.
Sudah saatnya bagi kulit yang terbuka ini untuk membengkak.
Masih terasa dengan jelas perihnya.
"Rasakan dan nimatilah!" Seru sebuah suara
Sungguh indah rasanya.
Aku sangat menyukainya!
Mungkin aku akan membuat satu sayatan lagi.
satu lagi.
satu lagi.
Even the most enigmatic and bathetic of topic for poets and philosophers, love, is just simple chemicals in the brain. Sexual and maternal bonding is just oxytocin from the pituitary gland. Love is the triumph of group over individual, of gene over carrier, it's a temporary insanity of sorts that shuts down parts of the brain that might start asking inconvenient questions at the wrong time. At best, love is merely a synchronous delusion, or as H.L. Mencken put it, "love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence."
Love is primarily an irrational expression, this contention is supported by the stunningly typical expression of regret all relationships encounter when the chemicals wear off. Think of how many marriages end in divorce. Besides that, the modern divorce rate is more an expression of the freedom western society allows within relationships and the egregious allowances of love that have not been enjoyed on a comparable scale anywhere in recorded history. Instead of having a mate chosen by parents, clan or lack of alternatives within cloistered societies, the decision rests solely upon the individuals personal discretion, or lack of it. So this decision is now determined by the fleeting whims of emotion with minimal social pressure for long-term success or even a fundamental compatibility between individuals! Thus cohabitation is increasingly popular because it's a superficial way of circumventing the issue of legal partnership entirely.
The vast majority have no idea what they really want out of life or a relationship - it's all fantasies and imagination destined for a rude realization when it's too late anyway. The victims of this widespread, stupidity, ignorance and social-incompetence are the children of such relationships. We'd all be better off if they'd just grasp the fact that if you can't get it right don't do it at all. Unfortunately for the rest of us and social harmony in general, our present errant culture prides itself on perpetuating the triumph of love over reason, not to mention mental and physical health.
Knowing this doesn't make the effect of love any less powerful but the awareness of being manipulated coupled with the powerlessness to rise above creates a maddening feeling, a negative stimulus in stark contrast to the positive of acquiescence. This demonstrates how much of human behavior has no thought involved at all but is just predictable reactions. Freedom? Liberty? One wonders!
The only inalienable rights are those derived from the genetic imperative, all else is fiction. And yet to defy that nature is not only counterproductive but essentially impossible. Well, that's not quite the final word. As modern scientific advances have readily shown, human ingenuity has developed remarkable ways of cheating the system for short term gain even as the long term costs approach staggering proportions.
